~MoO MoO~: Revenge?

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Most of you who have heard me talk abt LT noe that i want revenge yeah? Well, i still do. I still wanna let him know that he was a bastard. I wanna purposely bring my to-be-bf to somewhere he will be at. Then show him how happy i am/will be. I'm not expecting him to feel anything. I don't need him to feel anything at all. Whether he dies now or not is seriously not smthg that's of any concern to me.
Some of you, ok... MOST of you have reflected that this move(revenge) shows that i have not gotten over him. However, i don't see it this way. I have gotten over him. And nope, i'm not gonna USE my next bf. If i'm gonna take revenge, i'm gonna let my bf noe about it. And nope, i don't think my bf will be unhappy about it. What wrong with showing him off to other people? Like what i tell sharon, i just wanna show off my bf.
Show him off to BOTH my friends and LT.
To my friends so that they will feel happy for me that i have found my happiness. I know that my friends are quite sianz of seeing me being upset and so dull. I'm pretty sure that they will b happy to see a cheerful and happy me.
To LT so that i will feel happy. It's like a "Yeah... i've got a better guy than u now. I'm feeling so much happier than i was with you. U INFERIOR BEING!!!!" Woo Hoo~~~ Hahhahahah... yeah. Yishan is childish. But then why should i hide the fact that i think he is a bastard and that my to-be-bf is MUCH better than him? Hhahahaha...
Ok.. i talk like i have a to-be-bf on hand. Nopes... i don't. And i must clarify that. Don't wanna spoil my chances with some of the newly discovered cute guys. Whahahha...

YYY